HE SAID SHE SAID:
Gossip has been running through the group chat like a motherfucker and let me tell you it is wreaking havoc on a lot of people's minds. It has people lost in some form of an illusion that it is creating its own reality that when the truth seems to hit some people it is equally as painful to come to terms with. Ima be honest some people just ain’t gone like you nor fuck with you but guess what that is their divine right you can't make somebody like you. The only thing you can do is accept it, but you don’t have to take the disrespect with someone not caring for you. We now live in this day and age where it is okay to vocalize our disdain for something on social media without taking into account that we are violating another person in the process.
It has become so easy to look for validation externally before we find this internally because let's be honest friends and interpersonal connections hasn’t been hitting on shit. Ima be honest a lot of us don’t want to do work so everybody is looking for the next best thing, crowd, place, or thing to use to run away from something. And it basically is getting old it's like we are in sheer Aquarian energy which breeds escapism and discontentment instead of expressing what is the problem. Lately I have been feeling like I am lost for words because certain situations has been disgusting and I can't even lie. If I could go, be on a private island and sing if you like pina coldas and go live I would. Because bitch we need a breath of fresh air, to let go, to have room to breathe, and let life, life.
I don’t know if it's me but baby I'm tired of adjusting to the matrix the games, drama, and bullshit, child I'm over it. It's like if y’all don’t let us go live so we can go do the things we need to do. It's like we as a whole and a society is being imprisoned right before our eyes and the bad guys is having the time of their lives pushing agendas and bullying people. It's like people want you to give up hope in humanity so we can all walk around jaded and thinking everybody is out to get us. When it is the complete opposite it’s just some people are in the energy of whoever hollers the loudest gets the most attention. I think I'm just overly annoyed with that because what about the people who don’t speak up because they feel don’t need to or know how to. This rodeo game of semantic people are playing is old and I am tired.
I'm here I'm always available and open I just haven't been pushing anything out because a lot healing work is coming up, but the matrix is throwing it off. And some people aren't emotionally strong enough to not handle situations and I don’t want to add baggage on you making you feel like you have to keep going when sometimes you want some light. So, to stay my radiant self I am been in the cut recuperating, cutting ties, removing myself, so that I can continue to show up in the world for you and others who be needing a little inspiration. So, go be that light for someone else even when you feel I'm not. This is a each one teach one program so go off and show somebody who and what your made of.
P.S. I FOUND OUT I HAD A WHOLE DOPPLEGANGER, BITCH IMA TEL Y’ALL THE TEA ABOUT ON HERE. BABY, I BEEN BLOWN THE FUCK BACK BY IT BECAUSE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON. IT’S QUITE DISGUSTING LEAVE TO PISCES SEASONS TO BE SPILLING ALL OF THE BEANS.