Welcome To The Dark side
WELCOME TO THE DARKSIDE
Tis the season to be jolly fa la, la, la, la, la, la, la. How y’all surviving in this Gemini Season? Now I’m not an astrologer, but I know a few things and this is the season to watch your thoughts and be mindful of the things you keep inside.
After the heavy reading from yesterday I said baby some shadow work is needed because when egos are at play how does one even have room for anyone else in there life.
If you follow my YouTube channel, then you know I said this is the season to lower your expectations and to adjust to where you are. So, whatever life is throwing your way or whatever you are throwing just make sure it’s from a grounded place. In this season conversation is the most highlighted especially when it comes down to that Mercurial energy. But, baby from last year to now I don’t think people really want to talk unless it is actually about something fun.
For those of us that has been on this ascension journey and heavy in the trenches sense last year baby we tired and trying to enjoy our hermit mode. That doesn’t mean that those who need help won’t receive it, but self-reflecting on where you came from internal to where you are externally is something we all should do. Most people don’t make it out of the shadows because they find comfort there. Like saying this is just how I am and this is what I’m going to do.
If Coveisha ain’t taught nobody nothing it’s to get your paper, go home, and stay out of the way. Even the messy spirited people been trying to be low key and they don’t even know why. Not all but some are. Because the way Divine been out here on some humbling ish, child we only 6 months in the year and it feels like we only one month into the new year. Like damn what is going on with the Gods like seriously? I wish I had a phone number to contact them because I need to know what’s going on.
It’s like we just can’t get comfortable, especially while being in a number five year. It’s like every time you turn around there is something that is changing whether it’s the cost of living, my hair, the kids, people, jobs, and businesses. And let me tell you something if you haven’t done any shadow work, you’ll be having temper tantrums and melt downs on why things are not going the way you want it to. But, is it supposed too though? Is the question we never stop ask ourselves.
Because dealing with your own shadow it will have you feeling entitled to things that you show no emotional value to. The shadow be tricky like because at the same time it wants to be noticed and recognized, it also knows when to hide in the darkness. And a lot of people don’t even know the darkness that reside in themselves.
In a world where we are taught that it’s other people job to put up with or deal with our anger, trust issues, sadness, grief, dismay, antagonistic behavior, and drama. We never learn how we should deal with the things in our life’s because who is the patient teacher. And who is willing to learn from the teacher to go off and teach someone else.
I too am in this journey with y’all because one minute my inner child wants to go jump on beds and take naps. And also, my shadow wants to hide my thoughts and not post any blogs because a lot nouns been getting on my nerves. Meanwhile my higher self is like Marshae I get it I’ll give you a minute to gather yourself but you still got things to do. While navigating my human is experience in the 3-D is like do I really have to apply this work I been doing.
Until Divine challenges me and it comes out like a natural response and I’m like a ha. I wrote all this to say that if you feel yourself getting stuck and losing faith in you ask yourself am I comfortable with my uncomfortable state. I know some of you are in the dark knight of the soul and know your shadow is trying it’s best to get you through this rough time. But as an advocate for letting our shadows run wild, don’t let your shadow allow you to stay stuck somewhere, where the light is trying to guide you out.
Signed,
A Fatigued Fat Woman
CIAO