Girl is it me or lately I been having to repeat myself over and over again. I ask myself am I not speaking properly, clearly, with precision, or even speaking English. I checked the website to see if wrote about the dark knight of the soul and I did I broke it down in several ways, so I guess we just need a recap. I have no problem with doing that, but everybody learns differently so I guess we can do it again. I will insert the blogs down below.
So bare with me while I gather these thoughts together. A lot of people think the dark knight of the soul is something that is beautiful when I beg to differ. It is a time where you sit and heavy reflect upon on the things that had occurred in your life. Sometimes it is divine intervention and sometimes it is the karma that has set out to get us back into alignment with ourselves. But there are many who don’t know this because they take this as a hit to the solar plexus and it crushes their belief system. Whether it be in the most high or just universal aspects. Sometimes we forget that are only man and we didn’t create this human design and that sometimes lead those who are so gung ho for power lost when they feel they have no power to change the internal belief system. How they feel about themselves? How have they treated others? The things they have done to destroy other people’s happiness and the will to live at all cost.
And deep heavy reflection like this sometimes requires a teacher who is more skilled in area than you. It is where we see the monks on, the movies who go into retreats to get a better meaning or understanding of life. It is where we see people who pack up all their bags and move to another state and live a new life. Or the quitting a job and chasing your dreams. It hits everyone different and that is their story to find out not mines. And life is only defined by what it is that you came into this lifetime to do. The akashic readings, the past life regression, the shamanic soul retrieval, the tarot readings, and the drumming’s won’t get you no closer to who you are. You have to be willing to get closer to finding out who you are.
How can we want to know God when we have yet gotten to know ourselves. We skip over the lessons we have encountered in this life and the families we reincarnated to just to say we have power in an area someone else don’t. Spirituality is not ego it is where the ego and man can coexist in the same place. #PYA! But we have a few people who think that they are God, or they are destined to set out on a mission to find the meaning of these things. I do believe there are people who are called to do these things but not everyone is called to do. Magic is so water down this day and age because everybody wants to take, take it and be something they are not, or take something from someone else. Well, if you watered your own grass, you wouldn’t be worried about what someone else has.
It is something over there for you but you’re too focused on trying to see what everybody else has on their plate. It’s like we all go out to restaurant and we all order what it is that we want and you decided you wanted something different it might not be your taste. Have you tried it yet? Or you just seen everybody feasting and bragging about what it is they have that you end up doubting what it is that you have you haven’t even tried it yet, so you play with your food. You wait for someone to notice that you haven’t even ate? You didn’t ask could you taste their food to try it to see if you wanted to change your meal. NO! So, you end complaining the whole way home or sulking because you didn’t speak up for yourself.
You allowed your emotions to dictate the experience you wanted to have with other people. They never said anything about your food they only asked why you aren’t eating it looks good. But you didn’t respond in the words of Al Kate closed mouths don’t get feed. So, your expectations of what you thought life, people, places, and things blocked you from trying your new. See spirituality isn’t what we think it is. It is what you think it is. Now there are rules to spirit realm which some teach, and some don’t but this new age I will throw obeah, jinn, jinx, curses, and hexes because I’m mad is quite disgusting. Because with magic there is always a price. The higher you ascend the more your gifts expand but in order to expand you have to tap into the world. How are you going to ground all that information the Most High is giving you.
When I first came into the intellect realm my mind was blown all I did was watch documentaries, read PDF’s. study people, write, and process the information before I went off teaching. I had to learn my market and the people I was talking to because I didn’t want to spring some shit on them and they reject it. Because I can be a little ruthless with my work and I take pride in my shit. Them massive downloads I came into that boy stole from me back in the day is the same teaching style I have today. I used to tell him I could run circles around you and college graduates, and he laughed but I did. I told him you don’t know shit about me or life. Because if you did why you still harbor the same hurt, resentment, and repetitively keep doing the same things. I’ll wait.
Baby that wasn’t ego that was confidence for me to be able to stand in my truth even if the world didn’t belief what I was saying. If a liar can make a truth seem real why can’t I believe in myself enough to change, grow, love, and expand while being a conscious being. And when I say conscious being I’m not talking about no woke ass shit. I am talking about being a live using every fiber in my body to fight my battles and know that my warrior doesn’t always have to be prepared for war. I ain’t in no damn army. I don’t use her to go against things that are not threat to me because I don’t believe in harming my inner child.
The goal in life for me was to create a safe space for me to live because I lacked this as a kid and my environment didn’t give this to me. So, the next time I got to repeat myself to a Gemini because you think I move on your time. You gone waste your money on one of these classes and workshops that can’t give you what you need because this free shit not paid shit. I work for God not man ain’t no checks rolling in over here. I have pushed out over 300 blogs and several emails to people who have issues and helped through trails and tribulations. The difference is those people respected my time and I valued there’s. I don’t like bossy, prude, rude, or know it all men.
If you are in a place in your life, say that but trying to get people to be where you are because you don’t know how to reach out for help isn’t going to work well over here. I don’t negotiate with emotional terrorist. Let me tell you, it’s going to be a cold day in hell before you ever get the justice, solace, and balance in this life and in the spirt realm you need. If you around here commanding people but got the nerve, be throwing magic from a lower vibrational place. If you are messing with magic that shouldn’t be messed with. How the hell I’m going to help you get the other side on another matter. You are doing too much. You aren’t even focused on the now. The goal is to get to a stable place in life not destabilize everything and put it back together. WTH
Just know life don’t push back until you start pushing the limits of life. When you live beyond your means and not in a financial sense life has to show you a way to pay your debt back. So, buckle of the ride of your life for when spirit tells you what to do because you always trying to tell the spirit what to do. Remember ego and man coexist in the same space.