Inner Child in Adult Life

As a child we were asked what we wanted to be, and our parents expected us to become it either you did or didn’t like me. Like every fellow Black American, we are taught to go to college, get a career, and have a family. But what if you did those and still haven’t found your life’s fulfillment from those things. By now I’m assuming that you have read all inner child post and took notes and wondering I’m supposed to do with this girl. Well, for some nothing or live to change your life for another day.

But I wrote all that to say in the mean in between time while your waiting on part 3 you’re going to be waiting a hot minute. Child them things take forever but it is coming probably before the year out or the beginning of the year. Don’t hold me to the date but just know it is coming. I may not come when you wanna , but I’ll be there right on time. He’s on time God yes, he is? Hallelujah!

But before I started to work on my website or sending out the weekly mass prayer section on my blog post I was truly lost. Because my inner child was bored with the adult life going to work and coming home feeling like I left out on my dreams. Like if I could have a dream job it would be to be a temp at a new place every week. Only of my choice not nobody choosing it for me because I won’t to go along with it.

As a child my mom always used to tell me if you could get paid, for thinking we would be rich and that’s my goal to use my words to be impactful on the world and I like that. And also, to make sure I live by my words and not to just set some unachievable standards but somethings that’s in my wheelhouse. The only thing I’m missing now is some ads and sponsorship to get my plane off the ground. I mean I purchased the plane, but I don’t have no gas money and jet fuel is expensive.

Ain’t that some ghetto shit, black people will purchase something that’s on sale but can’t use it, but it comes in handy when you have the right team around you. So, that’s where I am trying to find funds for my business and not something that blocks my creativity level and keeps me suppressed and unhappy and unable to push out blogs.

Now before we get started, I am firm believer that entrepreneurship and owning a business are two different things. Entrepreneurship is like being a candy lady and making enough to live off not enough for owning a store front because that’s where things turn into a business. Now a business is something that requires you work it like a 9-5 and even sometimes overtime. It’s establishing longevity and a legacy plan for the things you want to be apart of history forever.

And let me tell you this shit gets boring overtime because some days it will feel like your own top of the world while the others, you’ll feel like the world is on top of you. In a world where everything is digitized, and analytics matter it’s hard as hell reeling in a audience to notice your craft. I mean social media has become a network market where you sell everything you have just to get by.

I mean you have so many people who are on but not on enough for you to establish your groundwork. I mean its always going to be somebody doing what it is you’re doing but the goal is can they do it like you though? Honestly ask yourself and that’s not being arrogant that’s being true to who and what you stand for. You’re supposed to take big breaths, deep breaths and say I am warrior and the spirit moves through me.

It might sound cliché but sometimes children need a lot of reassurance and adults forget that they have inner child inside of them that needs attention to. That’s why it is imperative to have a self-care routine in place at least once a week or as many times a day. Think about it your child is doing something and saying look mommy or daddy and you’re constantly saying mmm hmm but what if you had moments and someone was like mmm hmm. After a while the things you are trying to achieve for you will feel worthless.

Like I’m not saying you should be codependent on other on people but it’s nice to know you have support and those around you that get you. Because as adults its pretty average to get in circles with the cool kids and yearn for more out of life. I mean they vison of life have them thinking that this is their up but what if that’s not your up. What do you do? Do you stay out of loyalty or you go find what it is you are seeking out of life?

Do you know how many college students that are currently changing majors because college is an experience for them, making new friends, and being independent in life is new to them and also it is challenging. I mean most kids who attend college only go because they don’t want to be home, they seek for the thrill of finally getting out of mama’s and daddy’s house. So, they’ll do whatever it takes to stay away even if it means crying in your friend car because your failing and don’t want to go home.

It’s not that you don’t want to go home it’s just the fact you have had a piece of freedom to find yourself and you want to know where life is taking you. Do you know how many people I know that are bitter about going to work? I mean I’m black balled at this point and thinking about creating an onlyfans. Kids stay in school and this humor.

But it is sad that I see people who are mad because they see other people living a lifestyle they want when they can create a map for the things they want. Have you ever heard of balling on a budget? I mean are you able to provide for the things you want so praise that up because niggas are broke out here and I am one of them.

But if you are seeking something first start with figuring out what is that you are seeking for maybe its you that’s why you give yourself away so freely to others. When I say freely, I mean the time you slack off on relaxing or creating peace in your life. Just a suggestion maybe if you start to do a maintenance check on the nouns in your life that will ease some of the noise in your life.

You only get one life to live in this lifetime so doing what everybody else wants you to do, will it make you happy? NOW BY ALL MEANS I AM NOT TELLING YOU TO FORGET ABOUT YOUR WELL BEING AND FINANCIAL NEEDS. I AM TRULY SAYING MAKE SURE WHEN YOUR CREATING ROOM FOR HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOUR HAPPINESS DON’T COST YOU, YOUR PEACE OF MIND IN YOU ADULT LIFE.

You know that being an adult in living in America or out of the country that in order to maintain your independence you have to have some reliable income. All I’m saying is make that money stack it up and create something that brings you peace and also abundance. That struggle love is OVER!

PEACE AND I’M OUT!